drea
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Post by drea on Jan 19, 2008 0:21:19 GMT -5
forgot to mention, checked out my chakras and found under functioning in the root chakra. been doing exercises and focusing on it. feeling a bit more stable. when i was born my mother rushed back to her hairdressing business and as it was wartime sitters were not plentiful and i think i was passed around quite a bit and often left with people who possibly were abusive. i mostly remember that when i went to school i had a key on a string around my neck and that i never fit in with any group. i was always the outsider. the only black kid in a white school. a catholic school kid where all the other kids went to the local public school. i don't feel i've totally outgrown that. reading was my main comfort. i still spend too much time in bed reading.
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Post by rjburchett on Jan 19, 2008 14:08:35 GMT -5
Hi Steve,
I don't do a lot of competitive activities. Whatever I'm doing lately seems to be working, however - probably from having a clear intention more than anything else. I had a 'showing up to class unprepared' dream the other night, but instead of me being unprepared, the teacher was. So I drove him off and took over teaching the class! That was a hoot.
On the other hand, I expressed some anger so loudly to my wife the other day that she thought I was going to hit her. I don't think I ever would, but after many years of stuffing such emotions, I don't really know myself in such situations, and it's scary. She is a good sport, though, and supportive of me being fully self expressed, provided I don't terrify the children. Or actually hit her, of course.
You asked about having negative impressions of high-testosterone behaviour. I'm the most mild mannered guy you could meet, and sometimes feel like I've got a short leash on a truly dangerous beast inside. So, now the work is to let that energy out in more regular and healthy ways, and stop being so nice - or so nasty. The picture is getting clearer. Thanks for your input.
--Robin
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Post by Steven Barnes on Jan 19, 2008 22:49:02 GMT -5
I certainly hope not. Thank you for the post...there is nothing to be afraid of here.
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